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Suicide Note #3. Another sad day, another sad note. I hope no one ever has to recourse to writing one of these. Please note if you are triggered or, are already thinking about suicide. Please call you local emergency department. Or, Call a \"distress\" line or, call a \"crisis\" line if you must.

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